#117 : siang adem, malam panas May 31, 2008
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hari ini benernya dah bener2 adem lo dari pagi.. enak banget dah.. pagi kul SIM jam 8 bentar aja sih.. cm presntasi 1 kelompok.. mari gt nungguin metnum jam 10.30 sambil ntn pokemon movie : rise of darkrai.. sep deh.. smbl maen NDS jg.. masuk kul metnum = ngadem wkwkkw soale jg ndak dengerin sungguh2 gurunya blg apa..
mr gt nganggur mpe sianggg.. jam set 2 karaoke.. mantap bener nih hari…
sore nya bel mandarin..
malam ul mandarin berujung dnegan bahagia.. sip wes
eee malam nya ada sesi curhat ma temen.. mulai panas.. baca kaskus yang memojokkan almamater saya lebih panas.. kwkwkw.. soal nya almamater saya diklaim sbg ‘pencetak programmer karyawan yang ampe seumur hidup cm bs jd karyawan, ndak bs jd lebih dari itu.. wew..
no comment la.. sulit berpikir..
#116 : what happen with me ? not again May 30, 2008
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Where is the moment when we need it the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey The tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carrying on Stand in the line just ahead of the law You're faking a smile with the coffee you go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces everytime And I don't need no carrying on Chorus: Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carrying on Chorus: Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day Sometimes the system goes on the blink And the whole thing it turns out wrong You might not make it back and you know That you could be well oh that strong Well I'm nog wrong So where is the passion when you need it the most Oh you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost Chorus: Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day It seem what you like And how does it feel for one more time You had a bad day You had a bad day
well this song again and again.. but this not from Daniel Powter, this is from Chipmunks.. try to search it in the internet.. although it has strange sound ( squirell’s sound ? ) but i think it has a deeper impact than the original song.. i don’t know why but everytime i heard this Chipmunks song, i feel unwell.. feel somehow depressed..
well i’m not an easily-dropping-tears person or dramatic or melancholic.. i do not worry about my life, my projects which still undone, to powered people… i think all of them can be handled..
but i have to admit that i just lose to what we called ‘Love’ or ‘Woman’.. i think i just cried once in this last 10 years maybe he4.. because of 1 girl.. wow.. but that is the past.. in fact, we ( me and that girl ) has made a peaceful friendship after that disappointing moment.. she is my friend now.. so no problem..
and now i think i have some unwell feeling when i start to fall in love again.. what happen with me ? am i too afraid to have love anymore ? i’m not sad.. i just unwell.. phew.. and this makes me mad bcause i can not achieve my peak performance if this hell thing is still haunting me .. omg…
wrong time to have a love..but who knows when the love will come..
#115 : separoh proyek dah selesai May 28, 2008
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wah kemarin ndak nulis apa2 yah.. gara2 kerja proyek yang menyita banyak energi he4.. jadi nya bbrp hari ini bawaan e ngantuk tok.. dah gt, skrg dah terbiasa tidur malem.. mau tidur agak cepet ae susah phew..
yah kemarin SDP nya dikumpul.. walau kata si Bos kurang bikin shortcut nya, tp who cares la.. selesai ya selesai he4.. o ya kemarin sore jg quiz basdat ( database ), tp ndak bisa nih.. melakukan kesalahan fatal.. dan baru ngerti pas keluar bahas2 ma temen2.. duerrr… mati dah.. inilah kalo tidak belajar.. wew.. tp aku sih jarang bel loh kalo quiz ( bukan e sombong nih.. ) alasan e adalah biasa nya quiz itu deket2 UAS, dan tak jadiin sparring lah.. jadi ak biasa nyoba ndak belajar, spy tau salah2 ku di mana, g bs e di mana, kan quiz ma UAS jg g jauh beda… so mengorbankan quiz ( selain itu jg males belajar e sih he4.. le mmg niat belajar y bs ae , tp 4 semster ini ak g pernah belajar sama sekali yg nama e quiz itu ) dgn tujuan mendapatkan UAS yang maksimal.. peace…
hari ini, cuma ada pelajaran Mat.. jd siang nya pg bli tinta hitam ( untuk print color + black, dua2 e habis semua yang warna item ).. ckckck.. ak kayak e baru beli bulan lalu de, le g ya bulan lalu nya lagi.. pokok nya cepet banget habisnya.. kertas ku yang baru beli pun sisa separoh rim.. buset betullll… print opo ae seh iki..
hmm lanjut les gitar.. skrg lagi belajar lagu e ‘Blue Moon’.. habis gt, pg fitness mpe jam 6.. walau sibuk kul macam mana pun, musik dan olahraga harus tetep jalan nih… jangan sampe dirusak oleh berbagai proyek sekalipun ( yah tergantung jadwal e seh )
pulang, makan malam mandi …
chat bentar..
selesai in IMK, burn ke CD. print dokumentasi (alamak!!! ) 50 lembar.. mari gt print handout nya IMK jg soale besok ada quiz ( dan open book yey )…
separoh (nyaris separoh ) 2 dari 5 proyek dah selesai sampe hari ini.. besok kan jam 1 ampe jam 3 nganggur tuh di skul, rncana nya mau nyelesaiin proyek ke3 yang kumpul nya hari Jumat.. so sisa 2, Java ( game plant tycoon, kmpul jumat depan, dan Grafkom, simulasi dunia maya 3D yang g jelassss sekaliiii ).. yah untuk Java nya sih, ak mau ne mempelajari game asli e, bwat sebagian core game play ne, baru suruh yang lain lanjut2in ^^..
dan ms ada banyak hal yang mesti tak siapin.. UAS mgg depan , metnum dan database ( wajib dapat A untuk database.. 3 sks.. jok sampe dapat elek nih.. mesti prepare bener2.. jrg2 lo saya melakukan persiapan ujian jauh hari sebelumnya ).. trus juga ulangan mandarin hari jumat + ujian kenaikan nya hari selasa depan.. sampe2 kayak nya cisco ku harus pending dulu nih.. soalnya module 4 yang skrg lagi baca nih banyak banget.. dan topik nya Network Security, menurutku penting banget.. jd ak ndak mau asal baca asal hapal tp ndak ngerti.. mending pending dulu.. nah untuk UAS mgg ke 2, ak agak cemas dengan mat, grafkom, b i.. sial e semester ini pas ambil banyak, pas matkul e aneh2 dan dosen e aneh2 jg… wedew.. benar2 wedew..
yah tp untung lah beban nya udah mulai berkurang tensi nya.. kalo kayak gn sih, keliatannya bakal happy ending beneran ^^..
#114 : hit ke 2000 May 27, 2008
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o ya, hit di blog ku skrg dah 1899 loh… bagi yang pengen mencatat nama nya di sejarah.. tolong nti bagi yg beruntung melakukan hit ke 2000, catat kan nama kalian di post paling atas dengan menuliskan ‘hit ke 2000′ wkwkkwkw…
ndak penting amat posting ini..
#113 : ternyata May 27, 2008
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selasa 27 May 08 jam 1.06 am
yah kemarin saya benar2 menikmati indahnya mbolos.. kemarin bangun jam 8 sebagai efek dari tidur jam 3 kemarin dini hari.. benar2 sial kemarin itu.. padahal udah selesai dari jam 1 bikin file Help untuk SDP… eeee.. si kopi yang tak minum menjadi pembawa petaka.. kalo biasanya minum itu pun masih bs diajak ngorok, kemarin sial betul dah.. mesti nunggu mpe jam 3 baru tidur.. ( adik ku malah jam 1 baru bangun belajar UU ampe jam 4 ) wew.. rusak la jadwal hidup anak muda jaman sekarang he4..
kemarin ak ndak jaga Lab soalnya kuliah Java nya ditiadakan (maklum, minggu terakhir menjelang UAS ).. jadi yah siang cuma datang bentar, kasi liat help + tanya gmn cara nya pasang help di Delphi.. nah sore nya benernya ada grafkom sih, tp milih bolos ae he4.. ak pg fitness.. entah napa kemarin itu ak merasa harus fitness.. dorongan nya begitu kuat.. ampe aku mutusin nya baru pas bangun tidur kemarin pagi.. padahal aku tanya trainer ku itu hari minggu malam, ternyata dia g bs senin pagi, cm bs snin sore, aku pas minggu malam itu bilang ‘oo g bs pak ada kuliah.. lusa saja ‘.. dan herannya, aku ndak perna lo bolos gr2 fitness itu sebelumnya…
nah tp fitness kemarin itu kacau dah.. bodi saya benar2 tdk dalam top perform.. bila terakhir latian chest angkatan maks nya 35 kg, kemarin angkat 20 aja wes ngos2an.. entah apa ini efek dari seringnya tidur larut belakngan ini.. yang jelas badan ku g ada tenaga gt rasa nya..
nah benernya kemarin itu mau nya tidur cepet de… jam 10 aku dah mau tidur, dan bangun hari ini jam 3-4an gt.. soalnya, aku masih mau bwat help + user manual, smntara si Bos masih bwat final versionnya.. nah drpd mubazir nunggunya, pikir ku aku mau tdur dulu.. nti si bos selese + tidur, ak bngun nyusun tgs2 ku itu.. nah tp rusak lah semua rencana itu.. wkwkw.. buktiny adalah post ini.. entah napa ak bener2 g bs tdur, p lg pas dikasi beta-final version, ada bbrp error.. wah wes g karuan.. habis gt aku mutusin lanjutin aja help nya ampe mari ( dan untungnya mari ) smntr si bos nyelesaiin real final version nya.. dan ak jg lanjutin dokumentasi nya bab V + benerin ER diagram..
wah wah.. pagi ini aku jg mesti nyusun ulang buku SDP ne jg sih.. ngatur2 halaman2 + ngrubah2 dalaman nya dikit.. soalnya data2 nya di PC ku, smntr ak kerja di laptop.. belum belajar quiz database.. sore jam 15.30… alamak !!!
yang jelas minggu ini = boros tinta de… bayangin.. SDP aja ngeprint 70 lmbr minim, dan prediksi hal berwarna ( screenshot program ) bisa 20 lembaran mgkn.. IMK (kumpul kamis) juga full of screen shot soalnya isinya web analysis.. weleh2.. 20 lembar lagi… wew.. padahal baru ganti tinta baru tuh.. dan kayak nya kertas itu kok gampang habis ya he4.. biasa 1 sem 1 rim, skrg semster belum habis dah 2 rim.. wew.. entah tak pake bwat apa ae itu…
wew.. post ini tdk ditulis dengan bahasa inggris, karena penulisnya dah kejet2 he4.. kalo pake mikir + translate lgi, wah g kebayang dah.. tp hasrat menulis jg sangat besar.. so ya cepet2an pake bhs indo aja.. benar2 blog gado2, sesuai makanan kesukaan.. o y aku jg ngrasa aneh lo post tgh malam gn he4.. tgh pagi mksd e.. soal e apa yg tak rasa sebagai td malam, dah ganti jadi kemarin malam.. rada kagok nulisnya ^^..
ngomong2 soal nulis, keliatannya untuk lomba novel itu mesti takpikirkan ulang deh.. krg 1 bulan belum mulai apa2 gn.. lah nyari waktu ae g bs, apalgi nyari ide he4.. entah apa jadinya, tp aku pengen banget ikut lomba gt an.. wew.. proyek nya gmn donk tp..
#112 : lazy post, SDP, independent learning May 25, 2008
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really i couldn’t find a reason to keep me writing.. phew.. is all of this because of projects ?? well, i don’t (really) want to use ‘tasks, projects’ as my reason not to do something i like ^^ if i can handle the situation.. but i guess writing a little is better than no at all :p
today : – do SDP project – report, help.. music practice.. watched f1.. really as usual as my SUnday recently ^^..
i just downloaded Shalom Help Maker to make my iLib help section… really, for this SDP, if you participate well in your group, you will get a lot of new things.. for me (and my group), we should study by ourself (mostly by my friend, Felix), how to use Installshield to make Installer, using mySQL (client server programming), Help Maker ( i use this to make Help part ), and so on.. i called this independent learning.. ho4.. bcause we do learning from Help or asking seniors who have used the programs.
well nothing to say.. have to finish my Help..
promise, after my exam ( approx 13 June ), i will give a colorful post again he4.. because its hard to think of colorful things when you have so much pressure to getting things done..
#111 : plain weekend May 24, 2008
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my activities today : playing badminton, karaoke, cisco exam, and last – SDP project (will be done after writing this post )..
yeah as usual.. routinity for Saturday… but today i didn’t attend my cisco class due to that karaoke activity.. really unplanned but i have to admit that i need some leisure activity every weekend ^^ ..
cisco : just got only 77.8 .. i think i should repeat this exam sometimes ( because the answer hasn’t been opened for us yet, so i think taking one more time is still acceptable ^^ )..
got nothing to say.. i feel a plainness in my life today.. wew… don’t know why.. don’t have any ideas to write.. T_T..
#110 : sms with han zi May 23, 2008
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tonight, i did a very new, challenging activity.. using hanzi to write and read SMS ^^.. of course, i try it with my special one ( not The Special One Jose Mourinho.. just my special one. ) because she has studied mandarin / chinese language much longer than me, so i think i should see her as my teacher ^^ but i am accompanied by a English – Chinese dictionary.. ho4..
writing sms normally – in Indo – will take 1-2 minute ( if i need to think a new topic ), i can write w/o seeing my handphone, and if it just short answer, it even dont take longer time than 5 sec ^^..
writing in English – if i should pay attention to grammar, will cost me approx 3-5 min.. but i don’t see any problem of using English..
writing in Chinese – totally messed up.. average time to write 1 SMS – 12 minutes.. should search at dictionary first to translate what she wrote to me, than i should search in my memory (i usually study mandarin, esp han zi in short term memory, just for exam he4.. so they go away after exam :p ).. but it’s a nice thing to try..
#109 : yesterday May 23, 2008
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12.20 am.. friday.. i havent slept yet.. should complete few things..
what i acomplished yesterday :
- SDP master customer + book ( for the bug + finishing touch although i believe there are minor bugs)
- SIM – revision on my written documentation
- Cisco 4.1.1 – 4.1.3 -> almost 15 pages… grrr…
well just 3 of them.. what i failed to accomplished :
- IMK/ HCI -> 1 web analysis left, + my team website analysis..
- Cisco 4.1.4 – 4.1.5 -> means i can’t take module 4 exam this week
- my novel.. damn.. i never able to start this job..it should be on the judges’ desk at 30 June.. so i better finish it before 20 June.. from 2 June i will have final exam.. such a short time (free time) to finish it.. and because i use my head a lot for my project, i don’t have any chance to think about what should i write ^^…
not too bad… need more and more dilligence.. and in my imagination, all of this will be happy ending ^^..remember, think positively.. imagine your ideal condition and walk through it ^^..
ow yeah, something that quite disturbed me today was because she didn’t reply my SMS since yesterday nite.. poor me T_T.. and now i feel as if she got angry or disappointed with me (though i don’t know what my mistake is)..
#108 : some things that made me disappointed May 22, 2008
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this post don’t accept any comments.. but please do not take it seriously if maybe some readers feel involved in these situations.. i don’t mean to make all of you feel guilty.. in fact, i just feel quite disappointed at the beginning, but because i’m currently reading ‘Emotional Intelligence’, i should try to manage my emotion very well..
yesterday :
- i’ve made some hard appointment with someone special (for me so special) but the appointment seemed to be cancelled because somebody has watched the movie first. he4.. well never mind la.. just positive thinking.. if yesterday she approved my invitation, then it will be the same on the next invitation.. no mad at you.. understand your situation..
- nothing i’ve finished.. this refer to my part of projects.. just do a little things.. but try not to blame myself.. because today i will pay it..
today :
- 8 am came to school.. waited til 9 am.. but the lecturer didn’t come w/o any reason.. well just ordinary disappointment + little pleasant..
- ordered dumpling (pangsit kuah), but my friend misunderstood me and ordered dumpling noodle for me (mie pangsit).. phew.. couldn’t say anything T_T
this post isnt a blaming post.. but according to the book, writing what i feel disappointed at is making me better and maybe that’s true ^^… but for all those problems, i can say surely that i do not have any madness on them anymore.. not try to forget it, but try to understand and forgive ^^..
