Unlimited Creandivity

I woke up early to baby blue eyes from the afar whoah whoah
and when the sun comes through and lights you like the angel you are whoah whoah
I know I do you wrong when I’m with you I’ve been gone

With every season change, it looks the same (november to june) whoah whoah
And dont these empty streets skip a beat the flowers dont bloom whoah whoah

I can’t believe I missed your birthday again
and I wanna come back but I just don’t know when now

And I’m so lonely your not here with me
That’s why I’m gonna be on the next plane home

The road that never ends around the bend I see you smile whoah whoah
I’d swim across the sea to be with you for a while whoah whoah
cos I’m made a life would be gone
now the way that I feel is i just don’t belong here

And I’m so lonely you’re not here with me
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment
and be somebody yeah anybody
it seems the whole world is taking me over
I need somebody to help me getting back to it

and I’ve always been a million miles away
but things are gonna change
I just wanna come home

And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I gonna be on the next plane home
yeah I’m taking the next plane home
Now I’m getting the next plane home
Now I’m taking the next plane home

Raindrops keep fallin’ on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin’ seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin’ on my head, they keep fallin’

So I just did me some talkin’ to the sun
And I said I didn’t like the way he got things done
Sleepin’ on the job
Those raindrops are fallin’ on my head, they keep fallin’

But there’s one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won’t defeat me
It won’t be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin’ on my head
But that doesn’t mean my eyes will soon be turnin’ red
Cryin’s not for me
‘Cause I’m never gonna stop the rain by complainin’
Because I’m free
Nothin’s worryin’ me

[trumpet]

It won’t be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin’ on my head
But that doesn’t mean my eyes will soon be turnin’ red
Cryin’s not for me
‘Cause I’m never gonna stop the rain by complainin’
Because I’m free
Nothin’s worryin’ me

*another lovable oldies song ^^ one of Spiderman 2 sound track i think.. yeah raindrops keep fallin on my head, in real and conotative means.. because surabaya have been getting wet for some recent days – for real mean ^^ .. but yeah, cryin’s not for me.. and i would never stop the rain just by complaining.. so i guess, no other option than really hard work isn’t it.. then, the happiness will greet me.. ahhaha.. if only life would as easy as songs..

yaaa akhir nya donlod juga versi asli Shiroi Koibito Tachi.. dah dari dulu juga nyari artinya apa.. hohoh.. malah dah jadi ringtone ku nih yg versi instrumentnya.. yah ak ngrasa lagu e enak bangt sih.. jadi hari ini donlod versi vokal nya dari 4shared..

kurang lebih translate nya gn deh.. (kan lagu jepang)

Kuwata Keisuke – White Lovers

Lyrics: Kuwata Keisuke
Music: Kuwata Keisuke

When night comes and snow begins to fall
I feel sadness softly well up inside me
My tears extinguished the fire in my heart
And I watched as the seasons went by

Outside, it’s cold enough to freeze a sigh
Wind howls through the empty winter streets
I’m at that Akarenga¹ station
Waiting for someone who’ll never return, woo…

Tonight I sing a tearful love serenade
It’s a love song I still haven’t forgotten
Snow, let me celebrate my love once more
Grace this night of lonely tears with white love

Once the holy bell starts to ring
The farthest part of the city appears in a dream
An angel descended from the sky
And smiled for me before the coming of spring, woo…

I pray to overcome this loneliness
My white lover’s waiting for me
So I’ll hold onto dreams, hope and foreverness
Soon these painful days will have white love

Tonight I sing a tearful love serenade
It’s a love song I still haven’t forgotten
Let’s celebrate this new journey one last time
Grace this winter of lonely tears with white love
Ah, ah…
Eternal white love
My love

I just miss you
I can’t take it any more
I need you…
Tears

yaa ini ketokan e kayak lagu romantis gitu ya.. tp kok isa masuk ke kumpulan christmas albumnya Twelve Girls Band yaaa ?? kirain lagu natal.. tp mari liat translate e, kok agak jauh jg sih kalo ak bilang ^^..

tp yaaa aku suka lagunya.. hehe.. khususnya yang instrument nya..

yaah ini lagu Malaikat Juga Tahu dari Album Recto Verso.. Hibrida Kumpulan Cerpen dan Album Lagu dari Dewi Lestari.. ak dah beli dari Desember lalu sih.. tp belum selesai baca.. dan awal2 beli sih ak bener2 baca sambil dgr lagunya.. Lagunya di album ini memang enak2 kok.. slow2 gt.. *nulis blog ini juga sambil dgr lagunya hehe*

Lirik :

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga
Bahagiamu bahagiaku juga
Berbagi takdir kita selalu
Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku
Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata
Setia hadir setiap hari
Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri
Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam
Oleh pacar impian
Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna
Tapi siap untuk diuji
Kupercaya diri
Cintaku yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani
Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti
Relakan ku pergi
Karna tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu Aku kan jadi juaranya

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Nah, critanya di cerpennya tuh kayak gn.. ak g hapal nama sih ya.. hehe.. Ada seorang laki2 yang punya keterbelakangan mental gitu (anggap aja Mr X).. tp dia masih bisa bekerja la.. Ibunya kan punya kos2an.. jadi kalo senin – jumat tuh dia kerja di kos2an mbantu2 ibunya. Nah kalo hari sabtu itu, dia free dari kerjaan gt lah, dan kerjaannya adalah ngliatin seorang cewek yang baginya mungkin adalah Malaikat gt kali yak.. Cewe itu juga bantu2 di kos2an..

Nah, setelah beberapa taun yang ‘rutin’ gitu,  Cewe itu (Ms Y) akhirnya pacaran dengan adiknya Mr X(selanjutnya disebut Mr Z) yang normal (ga autis).. tp mereka g mbritau Mr X, karena takut Mr X kecewa gt.. dan akhirnya, Mr Z pun ingin menikahi Ms Y..  Namun ibu nya Mr Z menentang.. bahkan dia mengatakan ke Ms Y bahwa Mr X pun tidak kalah mencintai Ms Y.. dia meminta Ms Y untuk memikirkan baik2.. tapi yah tentu secara logis Ms Y lebih memilih Mr Z, maka mereka pun memutuskan tetap menikah dan lalu meninggalkan Mr X dan ibunya serta kos2an itu..

Nah, setelah Ms Y sudah tidak ada lagi di kos2an itu, ternyata berefek juga pada Mr X.. karena sudah terbiasa melihat Ms Y pada akhir pekan, dan sekarang Ms Y sudah tidak ada lagi, maka Mr X menjadi marah2 jika dia tidak menemukan Ms Y (meskipun biasanya dia tidak berani menemui secara langsung, hanya memandangi aja).. dan ibunya yah nda bisa ngapa2in.. karena Mr X walaupun ‘idiot’, tp pertumbuhan fisiknya normal.. jadi jelas lebih kuat drpd ibunya.. jadi, kalo Mr X sudah marah2, menangis2 seharian, ibunya hanya bisa bersabar menunggunya hingga kelelahan, lalu menemaninya tidur.. Ibunya adalah seorang Malaikat sejati, yang sayangnya tidak terlalu dianggap oleh Mr X,  karena baginya Malaikatnya yang rupawan hanya si Ms Y.. Mr X, karena keterbelakngannya mungkin ya, tidak bisa merasakan cinta sejati dan semua pengorbanan ibunya itu.. tapi tentu dia juga tidak bisa disalahkan donk.. Toh cinta ibu itu tidak pamrih..

yah kurang lebih ceritanya begitu.. kalo ada kesalahan dikit2, ya dimaklumi.. baca nya udah dari Desember lalu hehe..

dan memang melihat dari lirik nya, yah memang cocok ya dengan crita cerpennya (yah memang.. la wong lagunya dan cerpennya dibuat spy nyambung kok hehe).. dan lagunya bagus banget..

Nah, tp karena menurut ku pembaca2 blog ini bukanlah orang2 dengan ‘keterbelakngan’ seprti di ceritanya, tentu saja ada sedikit modifikasi dari pesan moral di atas.. Intinya yah kita harus sadar akan adanya ‘Malaikat’ yang buanyak banget sebenarnya di sekeliling kita, tapi kita sendiri yang memilih untuk mengacuhkan nya, dan mengejar Malaikat2 lain yang lebih rupawan (tapi kita ga ‘autis’ loh.. jadi kita melakukannya dengan kesadaran kita sendiri) dan tidak jarang malaikat bersayap itu justru melukai hati kita lhoo.. Nah, contoh2 Malaikat2 tidak bersayap itu bukan cuma orang tua, saudara, tp juga teman, orang2 lain yang sering kita jumpai lhoo.. Tapi karena tidak mencolok, tidak bersayap, kita cenderung menganggap ‘ah biasa’..

Nah selain itu, udah sepantasnya lah kita juga berusaha menjadi malaikat bagi orang lain.. sesuai lagu di atas, kita tidak perlu bersayap, tak perlu rupawan, hanya perlu mengasihi aja.. mengasihi itu banyak cara nya lhoo.. bukan cuma sebagai pacar aja kan.. mengasihi di sini secara global saja.. paling ngga, menurut ku sih, senyuman itu aja udah merupakan bentuk kasih yaa.. karena bisa membuat orang yang disenyumin merasa lebih baik aja.. dan kalo dah menjadi Malaikat, yaa jangan pamrih donkkk hehehe.. kasih, cinta, sayang itu g bole minta balesannya menurutku.. memang sih, kalo g da balesan yah kita cenderung ‘aa.. ngapain terus masih menyayangi’.. yaaa kalo memang bener2 ikhlas ya suka rela aja deh.. tp secara normal, manusia pasti akan membalas semua cinta yang dia dapat dengan cinta dan kebaikan juga.. *yahh normalnya sih.. nda tau lagi kalo kayak di sinetron2 itu ya.. udah dibantui tp malah njahati hehe* toh hukum alam,dengan memberi kita menerima.. jika kita memberi dengan ikhlas, kita pasti juga menerima dari orang lain dengan ikhlas juga ^^

hmm nowadays, it becomes quite hard to find a ‘good’ title for some unimportant post ^^ hehe..well just want to tell some of my stories..

Friday : PCD class 8 am, only attended by 7 people.. hmm maybe it was because of the rain.. and also because the lecturer locked down the class after 8.20.. hehehe.. 9 am finished, also told to think over the project to make a digital image enhancement using Fourier Transform T_T.. then 10 am had the first 3DS Max class.. such an embarassing class because we (me, Aris, Dean) came late while now we are in the same class with 3 other people (we had a private class for AutoCAD before).. yeah.. and i think all of us will be late for the rest of the class so let us try to be ‘thick-face’ hehhe.. but yes i do believe that our skill in the end of class has been the same with the earlier ones.. hehe.. the first exercise is to arrange room’s interior..

1 pm, simod class.. mid exam got 50/100.. well i have predicted this kind of mark.. hehe.. no problem lar.. 4 pm played dota.. 6 pm home.. 7 pm mandarin course.. yeah just as usual..

Saturday : been prepared since 9 am at school because we had a plan to attend Autodesk Maya + 3DS Max workshop in THR.. but also as usual, we were late again (1 hr).. although i thought it was not my fault at all.. seriously.. i have been ready since 9 am (workshop was held at 10.30), but if i was picked up at 10.30, then what could i do.. hoho.. but yes, after the workshop and the first class of 3DS the day before, i have been fallen in love with 3D Stuff.. uurrrggghhh.. and what is the effect ? i want to have a new ‘good’ PC.. hehe.. poor my parents.. T_T..well i continue my story first, 4 pm went home from THR,had a nap.. 7 pm went to Galaxy <so crowded.. OMG> to watch computer exhibition.. but i could say that i was dissapointed because nowadays, comp exhibition = laptop exh, rarely we could find any ‘high-end’ PC peripherals component.. Laptop or ‘cheap’ PC.. hahahaha..

my New PC – i have allocated almost 1100 US$ to build this (and i do hope dollar conv rate will be down, but i intend to buy this new PC next year because i want to see if my interest in 3D is still there or not.. because honestly this new comp is just only working in maximal performance for 3D hehehe.. really i’m dangerous if i have some new interest )..

The Spec will be like this – Core 2 Quad 9400, RAM DDR3 2×1 GB Dual Channel, LCD 19″, Motherboard Intel P45 max RAM 16 GB, VGA ATI Radeon 3870, Hard Disk 500 GB.. well it would be like that, but i haven’t specified the detail item.. it cost me 1070 US$, but yesterday, i saw Sony Vaio RAM 4 GB, HD 500 GB -> cost 30 million.. OMG.. i could get any higher spec for PC with that bugs.. hehehe..

Well i think this is maybe the last time i would buy a PC (yeah.. after this, i think i should buy everything on my own if i have graduated.. hahahaha.. don’t want to waste my parents money ^^) so i want to maximize this last PC :p.. hehehe.. viva 3D !!!..

mimpi adalah kunci

untuk kita menaklukkan dunia

berlarilah tanpa lelah

sampai engkau meraihnya

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu

bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa

warnai bintang di jiwa

[chorus]

menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia tak seindah surga

bersyukurlah pada Yang kuasa

cinta kita di dunia

selamanya

[interlude]

cinta kepada hidup

memberikan senyuman abadi

walau hidup kadang tak adil

tapi cinta lengkapi kita

[interlude]

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu

jangan berhenti mewarnai

jutaan mimpi di bumi

[chorus]

menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia tak seindah surga

bersyukurlah pada Yang kuasa

cinta kita di dunia

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu…

Sebagai Laskar Pelangiers yang cukup addicted, masak saya nda perna masang lirik ini di blog saya.. hehehe.. lagian liriknya top banget nih.. well i would still dance and laugh although the world is not as beautiful as heaven..

yah minggu iki awal2 ae wes krasa nda enak e lah.. wew..

pagi2, jaga L2, proyektor e belum kepasang.. pindah L3, LAN nya putus tanpa sebab yang jelas.. jah..

entah napa.. jadi e rada sebel wes.. dan kemarin wes rencana bolos mikro.. tp ya tanpa sebab yg jelas akhir e masuk telat 30 menit.. dan ngaplo2 ae di deret belakang.. la yg depan ae rasa e nda mudeng (rasa e lohhh heheh sori bukan e menghina).. yah don’t care la.. ujian jek 7 minggu lagi..

trus siang e jaga PV.. banyak trouble juga.. ma database nya.. wew.. mboh lah..

sore ne tidur dilut jam 4 – 5 mau ne supya malam isa bergadang kerja tugas2.. tp toh..

jam set 7 pg Karaoke, jam set 9 makan nasi padang (sial.. pedes, akeh pisan.. ws gt minum sprite.. bodo.. pertama kali dalam jangka waktu suwe ak g habisin makanan ku T_T)..

jam 10 mau ne kerja mikro ato soal IG.. tp…… g lapo2 juga.. sampe jam 11.. yo bukan e g lapo2.. cm cari2 info ttg living cost in New Zealand as i consider going to Waikato Univ for my post graduate study if i am intersted in Data Mining focus..

Selasa :

pagi2 Data Mining bahas UTS.. dpt 29/40.. hai ke yi la.. dan sesuai dugaan, rumus buatan dewe hanya dihargai 2/6 ama bapak e.. grrrr.. heehhe.. dikasi hadiah lagi cari info ttg KDD Cup.. mgg dpn kumpul 5 halaman..

trus pg Sinlui makan Bakso Lontong di belakang..

ADS – bahas UTS maneh.. dan ada bbrp salah pisan.. who cares..

Makan Sate Ponorogo.. mantap.. lagi2 makan lontong..

Orkom – bahas UTS pisan.. ada perbaikan bwat no 6..

DIU – dosen nya menjelaskan ada salah intrepretasi rumus, dan sial e rumus itu di awal2 proses which mean we have to restart all the project done.. wew.. dan masi belum cukup, ditmbhi tugas baru lagi.. hihihi..

dan skrg kondisi belum siap soal IG dan kerja mikro..

kondisi mental labil..

yo tp gpp.. pokok e ada masalah yo selesaino satu2.. ada satu ya hajar satu.. ada seribu ya hajar seribu.. hehehe..

yang penting bersenang-senang dahulu, bersusah-susah kemudian..

old song.. but recently very like this song so much.. and will look the complete guitar tab for it ^^

Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Tell me, where can I find rainbows?

Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Can you return my wish back to me?

Wei shen me tian zhe mo an jing
Why is the sky still so calm?

Suo you de yun dou bao dao wo zhe li
All the clouds have amassed above me

You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?

Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Maybe time is an antidote

Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
Or the poison I’m taking right now

Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing

Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou
I can walk away from you without a reason

Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
You want to leave, I know it is (a) simple (thing)

Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
You said reliance was the major barrier between us

Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
If you choose to let go but don’t remove my love for you

Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai
I’ll just pretend that I understand in the end

“I Believe In You (Je Crois En Toi)”

Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find your light again
Don’t you know
Don’t let go
Be strong

Chorus:
Follow your heart
Let your love
lead through the darkness
Back to a place
you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself
an angel of kindness
There’s nothing that
you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.

In French :
Tout seul
Tu t’en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L’univers
Poursuis ta quete
Sans regarder derriere
N’attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve

Chorus (French):
Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu’ou ton reve t’emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi

Suis la lumiere
N’eteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois
que je crois
En toi

Bridge:
Someday I’ll find you
Someday you’ll find me too
And when I hold you close
I’ll know that is true

Chorus:
Follow your heart
Let your love
lead through the darkness
Back to a place
you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself
an angel of kindness
There’s nothing that
you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you….

hmm ni lagu OST nya Full House (CMIIW) saya nda nonton filmnya sih.. hehe.. saya kan bukan penggemar film asia.. la wong bulan lalu donlod 18 seri film Korea, sampe skrg pun nda tak buka satu pun.. parah de TT.. tp kalo lagu, saya masi suka la.. masio nda ngerti arti ne.. tp lagu e enak banget.. en hari ini nyari vid clip nya di you tube, nemunya yg sekalian ama translation English nya..

“It can’t be. It’s not possible”
That’s what i told to myself
hmmm
There’s no way that i’m in love with you
hmmm
“It’s just jealousy. I must be lonely”
I tried fooling myself
but now I can’t hide it anymore
I think I Love You
It must be true
cause i miss you
when you’re not around
I Can’t do anything
I Keep Thinking About You
Seeing how things are , I Know
I’m falling for you
I didn’t realize it
Now I need You
All of the time
I Now understand that
somehow you’ve already grown deep
in my heart

hmmm

They say we’re not suited for each other
that it’s better for us to just be friends
hmmm
from one to ten
we can never agree on anything
How can we be in a relationship
When everyone says we can’t last
Their words have been in my thoughts
But I don’t want to think about it anymore

I think I Love You
It must be true
cause i miss you
when you’re not around
I Can’t do anything
All I do is just think about you
Seeing how things are , I Know
I’m falling for you
I didn’t realize it
Now I need You
All of the time
I Now understand that
somehow you’ve already grown deep
in my heart

Why didn’t I realize what I felt about you immediately
hoo yeah..
why didn’t I see you when you were just in front of my eyes
that whole time you were just
beside me all along
Why didn’t I realize
that i’ve loved you all along
ooh..

I think I Love You
It must be true
cause i miss you
when you’re not around
I Can’t do anything
All I do is just think about you
Seeing how things are , I Know
I’m Falling for You
I didn’t realize it
Now I Miss you
All of the time
I can see now
That you’ve grown deep in my heart
and that i’ve loved you all along

yeah gitu aja deh.. ini hanya lirik lagu sih.. tapi kalo hubungan e ma personal condition.. yaaa maap.. no comment ^^ tried to control myself in expressing my mind..